As a TGirl one has three key questions to answer: What should I wear? What will he be expecting? Will I be safe?
Being a TGirl is to always have a jump into the unknown when
you first meet someone. However, I have
had conversations with Sir for over a year, and had made the mental commitment
to both meet and submit. I had mentally
placed myself, that I was to be his blank canvas to develop and mould as he
desired. This is an amazingly big step
to make, but strangely also a very empowering one.
Which brings me to the next point, what will he be
expecting? He had given little away,
apart from the fact that he had been looking in a sex shop in Soho at toys and
clothes. He had asked my height, then stated
that it didn’t matter as when we met I would be on my knees or all fours. He had also asked if I had a biker
jacket? When you make the mental
decision to submit, you start to move away from what our master will expect, as
you have already decided that he will train you as he desires. My mind however, did wander to the
topic. How would he have me on my knees
and on all fours? Perhaps he likes to cuff and collar? What toys had he bought to explore my tight
pussy?
Finally what should I wear?
Sir wanted me to wear my red mini and high heels, a favourite look of
mine. It showed my long legs to their
best and I believe makes me look both sexy and inviting.
With work completed by early afternoon, I start my drive
home. I found myself touching my legs as
I drove along. I am naturally smooth and
as I ran my hands over my legs they felt very silky. I had a mental sexual rush as I imagined Sir
running his hands over them. His hands
exploring up my legs and squeezing my cheeks, pulling them close to him.
Home with time to bath and dress. A nice
warm bath to take away the tension of a 4 hour return drive. I then to start applying the make-up. First a foundation cream, then applying the
eye shadow, (four different shades of blue and cream), followed my mascara and
blusher.
I slipped on a black, lacy bodycon top, white fluffy jumper and
my favourite red mini, (a designer skirt I had bought in Florence). Then rolled on a pair of black hold up
stockings up my long smooth legs, admiring how the lace at the top of the
stocking matched that of my black thong.
Lastly, I slid my feet into my high heeled stilettoes. Back to the mirror and time to put the
lipstick on. Standing back I thought I
looked very slim, leggy and sexy …. Just the look I want to try and achieve,
but what would Sir think?
Wearing my short winter coat and with hand bag in hand I
ventured out into the cold night. A quick
glance to ensure there were no nosey neighbours watching and into my little
sports car for the 1 hour drive around the M25 to meet with Sir.
I enjoy driving dressed like this and find driving in high
heels easy. On the M25 I noticed the
occasional driver and lorry driver observing me. Obviously I like the
attention, especially when I know I am looking good. I wondered what crossed the other driver’s
minds when they saw me, short skirt and long stocking legs. What erotic thoughts did they entertain!
As for me, my thoughts were on the evening to come. I had asked no questions, was prepare to
completely submit and do/wear whatever was asked of me. I was prepared to be trained and used in
whatever way Sir desired. The thought of
the complete unknown is exciting, but has to be based on complete trust. All I really knew was that Sir was a tactile
person, similar to me. The power of
touch for me is very important.
Soon a glass of white wine appeared from the kitchen and I
was taken on a tour of the house. It was
with a little humour that Sir caught me looking at myself in a long mirror he
had by his sofa. Yes I was admiring
myself, thinking that the red mini had really been a great buy as it sets off
my legs and body….. but would Sir find it desirable?
Returning down stairs we went into the front room and no
sooner had we sat on the sofa, than Sir and myself were cuddling and
kissing. Something I enjoy very
much. Sir was a good kisser and I
enjoyed his hands on my body, touching and exploring. Suddenly Sir told me to stand up and face
away from him. This I did, he then asked
me to lift my skirt so he could examine me.
He said he that what he saw was as per my photos he had seen on my
Amsterdam Blog. Next he told me to turn
round and face him, with my mini skirt lifted.
I was told to walk closer to him, and as I did I felt his strong hands
around my TGirl surprise and my balls. I
was vulnerable, I felt as if I was being examined in a cattle market, but I
loved the feeling. I was order to kneel on the sofa, hands holding the back of
the sofa. Obediently I did this, and
enjoyed viewing myself in Sirs long mirror behind the sofa.Before I knew it Sir had his finger rimming my pussy. This will be cold he said, as a finger laden with lube was pushed into me. Steadfastly I looked at myself in the mirror, as Sirs finger was replaced by something harder and longer. I was told to push backwards, and as I did I was impaled deeper. I could feel the toy pressing deep on other internal parts of my body. My TGirl surprise started to harden as the toy was pushed deeper and deeper. Without notice, it started to vibrate. I was taken by surprise, but the vibration made the toy more comfortable inside me. Legs apart, hands griping the back of the sofa, watching my own expressions change in the mirror as Sir moved the toy backwards and forwards inside my pussy, occasionally putting it on vibrate. The feeling of submission to another’s enjoyment was overwhelming.
Sir now told me to turn round and sit on the sofa. As I did, the toy pushed deep inside me. I tried to pick up my wine glass, but moving
was difficult and at random moments, Sir would put the vibrator on. I feel immobilised, at Sirs every whim ….
Sir asked if I was enjoying it. I cannot remember my response. He then stated that in the future he would
take me to dinner with this toy inside me and with other people at the table
would, at his whim put the vibrator on.
He want to see how I would cope in public, when he could control such a
toy remotely. OMG what an amazing
thought. Sat in public and suddenly a
vibrator is set off in ones pussy. How
do you react, do you disgrace yourself, are the others in on the act… how would
such a game end?
Sir collected a bag from my car, which contained some other
clothes I had been asked to bring, including a latex dress. As the toy was removed from me, my pussy
seemed strangely empty. I was taken up
stairs to the back bedroom, where Sir instructed me to change into the latex
dress. Quickly I obeyed, using a special
lube so that the dress just slid onto my body.
I added my sheer stockings and high heel shoes, before walking out onto
the landing to find Sir.
Sir produced a camera and instructed me to stand by the
wall, while he took a range of photos of me.
The Sir started to instruct me on how to stand, look, flip my hair and
sit on the floor
Sir led me to the double bed and instructed me to position
myself on all fours on the bed, as he took a range of photos around me. Strangely at the same time I felt cheap,
vulnerable and very very sexy.
Sir pulled my thong to one side and again said this would be
very cold. I felt first his figure heavy in lube push
inside me, quickly to be replaced by something bigger and harder. Gently he pushed and twisted it, applying
more lube.
Sir teased me by moving it backwards and forwards and again
because of its size I could feel it pressing against other internal parts of
me. I was then instructed to kneel
up. Now I could see the long, straight,
large, silver plug pushed deep inside me.
Sir told me I was now in control.
I felt incredibly empowered lifting myself up and down on this large
toy. I imagined that I was riding and
pleasing a man. I enjoyed being in
control and the feeling it gave me. Sir
took some more photos as I was riding the toy as I was throwing my hair back in
ecstasy.
I was pushed me on my back on the bed, as Sir stated that he
loved the feel and smell of latex. Sir
released my TGirl surprise and started playing with it. Then released his own manhood and with pleasure
I pushed him on his back on the bed taking it in my mouth. I took pleasure in exploring the head of his
manhood, slowly taking it deeper into my mouth, sucking and rubbing. As I turned over to straddle Sir, the long
silver toy slipped from me.
Strangely I found myself rubbing Sirs manhood up and down the
outside of my pussy. It was so pleasurable
and so easy to slip inside me. Sir
instructed me to move his manhood forward and releasing my own I started rubbing
the two together. Leaning forward I
pinned sirs wrists down. He commented on
my assertiveness, I was unsure whether he was showing a tendency to
submissiveness, or just enjoyed a more “spunky” TGirl?
After passionate kissing and cuddles, I was instructed to
stand and Sir gently took my TGirl surprize into his warm, moist mouth. Faster and faster we moved, with my bangles
clanking on my wrist. Then I exploded, with semen jumping forth. Lying wasted, I found Sir again photographing
me again.
I was told it was now time now to leave. At this
point sir could have asked for anything.
The pleasure was all mine. I
decided to drive back in my latex dress and just slipped white fluffy jumper on
my top. High heels replaced by long
leather boots
As I stepped out into the cold night air, my latex dress
clung to my body, giving the feeling of nakedness. With a strange numbness and oneness with the
world, I made good progress back home.
Locking the car I confidently walked across my drive to the front door,
glancing to see if any neighbour’s curtains were twitching.
Before removing the remnants of my make up, I again posed in
front of the mirror and found myself asking the following questions:
·
Did I exceed Sirs expectations?
·
Did Sir enjoy his time with me?
·
Will Sir want to meet with me again, and
continue his programme of training?
With these thoughts, I drifted off to sleep, knowing that
tomorrow I could explore the photos he had taken, and relive the evening.
lovely writing..
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